2:45am 11/06/07

2:45am 11/06/07 - my last wank.....well for another 40 days anyway.

I'm sure most of you reading this have seen the Josh Hartnett movie where her gives up everything sex related. It was out a few years a go and I remember thinking at the time - it's not that hard to do. So anyway, on Sunday 10/06/07 I was having a conversation with my younger brother and it got round to masterbation (the conversation that is! my brother and I are close, but not that close!) and the film. Me being the cocky so and so I am, I declared that giving up sex etc 'is a piece of piss' (easy) and so the bet was made, not for money but for pride (lol)

Now abstaining for 40 days and 40 nights maybe easy for some, but it's a nitemare for me. I have a very high sex drive and if I'm not having sex, I'm thinking about sex lol being a porn producer/director doesn't help. I have to think about sex for my job too, there's no escape! The most I've been without sex and masterbation was 12 years and I turned 13 (thank god I'm not attempting to break that record lol) Going without sex alone isn't that difficult as at least you can DIY, but take the frequent visits to Mrs Thumb and her 4 lovely daughters out of the equation and it's a nitemare!

It's no been 3 and 1/2 days and already I'm ready to crack! I've got a porn shoot on Saturday and I don't know how I'll get through that! I decided to keep a blog as it'll be something to show my grankids lol yeah right!

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